Do you realize how much I despise the persons you decide to associate with. I know you know that I hate them, yet you think it's okay to just squeeze them between us and everything will be alright. I can get accustomed to people rather quickly, but I'm quick to prejudice and that takes a while to wear off. When I've known someone longer than you have and I feel a dislike for them, do not assume that the prejudices will evaporate as quick as others.

Then there's the insensitivity that you use at me. You like to disguise it as jokes, but I can't take that, not now. You know what's going on in my life, and if you don't then you haven't been paying attention, or trying to understand my side of the 'jokes'. This new me will go away if our relationship is fixed. You probably won't even read this, you never do.