23 April 2009
It's Been Awhile
Yes, It has. So much has happened since I last posted. Hell Week has inched its way into my life, and has consumed the sacrifice that I have offered, which is a good thing do not misinterpret my words. I enjoy myself through the stress and "Hell" that comes with theatre.
I spent my Spring Break in NYC, Boston and C(name blocked). I worked on a school project and went for a five mile walk that was a nice relaxing break from reality.
As I stated, It is Hell Week at my school. We are putting on the musical B(name censored). What an exciting show to work on. I would say more, but that would ruin the censoring.

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For Now @ 11:03 PM


08 April 2009
Disappointed
I'm disappointed, in all of you. You all try to pretend our family is happy like it's supposed to be. I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but you aren't making it easy for yourselves. You're all extremely cocky when it comes to being leads and you don't like it when people who are equally if not more talented than you; this cockiness likes to manifest itself in rule breaking including, but not limited to, texting during rehearsal and talking when you know your supposed to shut up. Then to top it all off, you find it okay to gossip and spread rumors about other people, within earshot of them and the rest of the cast. I heard what you said about her, and you should be ashamed of youself. "I'm mad as Hell, and I'm not gonna take it anymore!"

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For Now @ 9:56 PM


02 April 2009
Note
I have changed the layout, again. I wanted to note that the quote on the picture was not my reason for picking the layout; it just happened to be there and I feel no ill will to it.

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For Now @ 4:15 PM


01 April 2009
Let Me Count the Ways
Do you realize how much I despise the persons you decide to associate with. I know you know that I hate them, yet you think it's okay to just squeeze them between us and everything will be alright. I can get accustomed to people rather quickly, but I'm quick to prejudice and that takes a while to wear off. When I've known someone longer than you have and I feel a dislike for them, do not assume that the prejudices will evaporate as quick as others.

Then there's the insensitivity that you use at me. You like to disguise it as jokes, but I can't take that, not now. You know what's going on in my life, and if you don't then you haven't been paying attention, or trying to understand my side of the 'jokes'. This new me will go away if our relationship is fixed. You probably won't even read this, you never do.

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For Now @ 10:23 PM


The Inner Thoughts of Me
Days like today make a person realize that life is not fair. I went online this afternoon and saw that an old friend was too. I began a conversation like most do with a greeting of sorts. The conversation ended up touching on my love life; then disaster struck.

Rumors, like weeds, need to be destroyed at the roots, not the blooms. If you tell me a rumor concerning myself, be prepared to announce the name of your source to me. I do not handle situations like this well, ever. You're headed into a long quarrel with me if you begin to beat around the bush. My friend did. She went on and on about how I was making a big deal of nothing. While this may have been true, a real friend would have answered the question and let me deal with it accordingly. I'm not sure what to do now; I have two options I suppose. One, I can ignore everyone involved - including the suspected roots - and lead a miserable life until it settles. Two, I can pretend it never happened. I'm in a really bad mood right now because of it.

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For Now @ 10:09 PM